emphasizing on nature!

Look at the bright side of life!!!! I have decided! although i've no decision yet,derh!that's sound ridiculous.how should i start?alright,remember i was in a dilemma,confusion,no decision,can't forseen..(smth lyk that)

there was this idea that popped out in my head suddenly.i will not think about this particular thing anymore.be it whatever he thinks,i'll no longer care..in other word,let nature takes its course.does anyone have any idea how frustrating it is when something like a tumor stucks in your head and you just can't figure it out why is this happening to you.it felt exactly this way when i'm clueless,when i don't get what he is thinkingwhen decision is not made!

nature takes its course seems to be one of the alternate solutions since i will never figure out a decision.so,no point thinking when you can't think straight.no point killing your own brain cells when no matter how hard you think,there won't seem to be an answer.

i shared with one of my friends today.her reaction was overwhelming.and she thought that it was a good beginning.therefore she asked me to be patient.

anyway, i shall let nature takes its course althought it is not an easy task.definitely,i will face all kinds of difficulty.definitely,it's not easy to overcome.However,i will perservere!!