Saturday, February 28, 2009

the distance is infinity..
how am i suppose to spot you in the mist?

yoo hoo



She will be loved...lalalalalala:)


alright i was crapping:)


ignore this part:)





argh!!!why does this particular person appears in my mind frequently.who is he?i dunno,but images of him flash through my mind every now and then..argh!!!what should i do?i do not know him,he doesn't know me.he is quite popular,i think so.most of the people know his famous name.precisely,he is so popular that girls are crazy over him.90 percent out of 100 percent,he has girlfriend:(


I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY I AM CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUST STOP IT!!!!!!


tell me, what should i do???!!! alright,back to square.i was smouldering in resentment when i received my physic test result.i was nearly there,but not there yet.i got 14 out of 15 marks..(derh)it is the difference of 1 mark..i should be blamed.all because of my stupidest careless mistake.at last,i have survived for physic subject for 8 weeks.there will be no physics for the time being.now,it will be chemistry.i hope that the teacher will not be the teacher in charge of the councillor board.if not,i will taste bitterness during chemistry period.hope for the BEST.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

run baby run..:)

arh!!!!i miss my fringe...was forced to pin up my fringe.now i look like a silly girl who do not have any freedom at all.anyway,i am getting use to my clear and unblock forehead during school day.ask me whether i feel humiliated or not?i will tell you try it yourselves and you will understand my feelings..sob sob sob...

yoo hoo,,we got thrid place for 4x100m during sport hits.i was categorised in the B division.you will be surprise,the upper secondary students were pro in running,especially the guys.a second ago,they were at the starting point.after a second,they were at the ending point.if i were you,i will feel suspicious..did they actually eat pills before the run??:) i am kidding.do not take it seriously..
youth olympics is cpming to town.next year,singapore will have youth olympics:)

alright,i will end here.my litereture and maths are waiting for me:)

i must do it:)

woo hoo!!!i did survive!!!!at last,it's the end of geography and physics tests!!!today,we had our physics test first.it was not very difficult.i thought it would be super duper tough.luckily,it wasn't that tough.there were 6 questions,i think so.we were asked to draw the reflection thingy and calculate the sine thingy.i hope i will score well for this test.well,geography was not easy at all.it was unexpected for the geography test to be such difficult. .unfortunately,it was so tough that most of the people did not know how to answer the question.i think the teacher wanted to test our understanding.not surprise,i think i will flunk my geography test.

do not leap too high,there will be three tests tomorrow.they are literature,English composition and maths tests.i have not studied any of them yet.this time round,i will be having Romeo and Juliet literature test.at first,i thought this story was simple,all about love.now then i know it was so tough.the relationships between the Montague and Capulet were very complicated and it was in old English version.so i need time to figure it out.for English composition test,i have no comment.i hope that i can do well.hmm,what about maths??frankly,the first few chapters were easy.but when it comes to algebra,headache is hanging over the edge of my brain.
oh my oh my,it seems to be the final nail in the coffin.sincerely,i hope the tests are easy.

wish me good luck guys!!:)

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

let's count

few more hours to geography & physics tests.


wish me good luck:)

oh la-la-ladies

LADIES and GENTLEMEN,,wish me good luck:)my birthday falls on the last term of school and so coincidentally there will be a parents meet on the day..DERH!!!it is my birthday and yet i got to stay back...think about it,it is quite pathetic:(

this week will be a freaking week for my class..tests and tests..it seems infinity..the test will never end..my kind and understanding form teacher postponed his English test to this coming Thursday.but it makes no different because there will be 3 tests on the day itself.anyway,we must face it no matter how difficult it is.so,i will face challenges with a wide smile :)

Monday, February 23, 2009

is it my fault??

HELLO??can anybody stand up for justice??!!!i can't stand it anymore!!!what is this man??You called that wrong..then tell me the right way la!!!

i am very,very piss off with the police..hey come on la,don't you even feel ashame of yourself by doing this in public??can you earn some respects for yourself??

what is the matter with the police here??what is the responsibilty of a police??i will tell you the answer if the police doesn't know.the most important point,,it is to find something better to do!!!instead of standing along the roadside and stop ppl for bribery,i suggest you to find something better to do and i am very serious with it,ok??!!!

it happened on today....it was throughly unexpected and not was not planned..today my father came and fetched me up from the msia custom.i boarded the car and felt asleep soon.suddenly,i heard people chit-chatting.therefore i woke up.isaw a policeman was standing outside talking to my father who was in the car.we were stopped by the police because of not COMMITING ANYTHING WRONG!!!!my father turned out from a junction and the police stopped him because he said he was at fault.he said that junction is not for turning.if you want to turn,you got to move further up.fellows here,does this make sense??the junction is obviously made for turning.if not,don't build that bloody thing there la!!!people who have brain will know whon was at fault and it was obvious that the police was making trouble.opps no,i should say finding money.i shouldn't blame him..he needs to look after his family,,need $$.rite???

Sunday, February 22, 2009





FRIENDS:)










liting aka litong:)
a friend in need is a friend indeed..
you are always there for me.
you know to put the right word to comfort people.
a kind and cheerful cupid.
past memories occur to me which i feel like typing it out...
you were the 1st one to approached me during my 1st day of school,the innocent look which crave in my mind whenever i thought of the incident.
you and sam accompanied me after school for lending your note to me to copy.
you introduced me the most delicious food among our school canteen store.
oh yup,we bought instant noodle and eat it at the void deck:)
we even took crazy photos!!








samantha aka sam or samtong

hey sis,same to you,a friend in need is a friend indeed:)
hmm,you were a bit rebellious during the beginning of last year.but after mixing with us,you change a lot.
you are always that active who know how to create wonderful moment.
i remember,we had a quarrel once and after this quarrel i knew you more.
the letter you wrote to me and the letter i wrote to you,quite hilarious :D
we fall apart and we patch back again,isn't this is how life works?
we went to vivo during h'day.you wore a new pair of sandal and your ankles were blistered after walking around the whole day.




kaiting aka kaitong or sayang
you arr,i gt to know you after few months of schooling.
you are tall,so tall.curly hair which i long for it,look like china girl(although you are a typical Singaporean la).that was my first impression of you.
i thought you were shy and quiet,but you are exactly the opposite meaning of shy and quiet after knowing you.
you will accompany me the bus-stop.we will slack somewhere during recess.
once,we even brought the fried rice that was fried during h.e lesson to an isolated staircase to eat it.you are always so xiao,do xiao things.you know how to light the spirit up also.

(p.s don't have your photo)
nana aka banana:)
you are my listener that i head for.you are the shoulder i lean on.whenever i am not feeling happy,you will always cheer me up and advice me.we always feel sleepy in class.sitting next to me,you will beat my back and i will do the same to you too..you are the beauty of the class,as well as the school.so many guys would woo you.



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they are my comfort zone,where i seek to.
they are my comforter,which i use it to embrace myself.
they are my shelter,which i stay in.
they are the wall i lean on.
they are my supporter who encourage me.
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they are my precious friends.i had gone the ups and downs with them.
people,they are my precious and i am warning you,do not snatch them away from me,you will taste bitterness of life if you do that.as i have said,it is a warning and you better don't play a fool with me as it is better to play save than sorry.






BY:

the moment of my life

THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE:)



my assurence

two days ago,i was talking about the coucillor thinggy.
i have made up my mind..
i will put in effort and be a good coucillor.


i want to prove to her i can do it!!!

PROS AND CONS..

yo yo yo yo..!!!!
I THINK I AM CRAZY..!!!
physic is driving me crazy!!!:(
i cnt even finish one chapter after maybe 3++hours of study??
reflection,refraction,blah blah blah...
why must it be so complicate??
let it be if it is light..i do not need to know how does light travel and all the blahs stuff.
it's okay if physic is tough.i do not mind.but my physics teacher is equally poor.he doesn't know how to explain to us.whenever he tries to explain,everybody's jaws will be hanging in the air because we do not know a single word.maybe he is from an alien country or,maybe my class is from an alien country.but,he always try his best to teach us.that's why i respect the teacher.although we are slow learner,he still put in effort to teach us,never give us up.my physics teacher will also have remedia classes after school for those people who still do not understand after upteen times of explaination.
i very,very appreciate for his actions.you see,you might not be the best teacher in the world,but you put in effort at least.i bet you will gain fruitful experiences in future:D

everything has its pros and cons.but one of my teachers does not have any pros.cons all way through instead...i always convince myself and also give her chances oftenly,hoping to see improvement from her.but nothing happens.i am very piss of with that particular teacher.it's okay that she doesn't know how to teach,but it's definitely not okay if she does not put in a single effort and then expect fruitful labour from us.!!!!at the end of the day,she even blamed us for not doing well in the test.said things like below expectation lar..very disappointed with us.want us to think about it..lastly the most famous sentence which most of the teachers will use:you guys are class 2A,the best of all,you all should do well.AS IF WE ARE GENIUS!!!i would be in other places long long ago if i am a genius!!!why can't she go back and think about herself ?the way she teaches us sucks to the core.anyway,i am not trying to be mean.but i cnt stand it anymore.so the only way to vent my frustration is through blogging.....:(

Saturday, February 21, 2009

a break is just nice


i can't stand anymore.how did the seniors hang on during secondary 2?secondary 2 is torturing.i want to be a secondary 1 student again!!! i got so many hwks and activities.i don't have time to study at all.does the school intend to torture us by throwing tons of hwk & activities to us?can't u give us a break?i feel very stress now.i reach home late in the night any yet hwk must be done.must study for the coming tests also,i do not have time to rest at all.the sch is crazy.they want to torture us until we are psycho.then,we have to stay back after sch for all the activities also.


WHAT I WANT IS JUST A BREAK!!!:(


Friday, February 20, 2009

HUMILIATED

i got the cousillor badge at last.should i be delighted?
i pin up my fringe because of a counsillor position.do u think it is worthy?
i felt humiliated by pinning up my fringe.it was my first time.
but what can i do?i had no choice.i got to obey her rules.
she is my the teacher in charge of cousillor.yup.i agree she was a joker at first.but once u r a cousillor,she will treat you very differently..she is double headed.then which one she is wearing on now is a mask?
i am curious.she treated me so good in the past.but everything change once i was chosen as a cousillor.
is this the way how a teacher acts?
can i survive under her monitoring?i am puzzle.the future is not an easy path anymore.but i will do my best no matter anything happens.i want to prove that i can do it.i will persevere although it is humiliating by pinning up my fringe.i must be mentally prepared as what my friend has told me.she said this is the beginning of hell.also,burdens are piling up.time is more precious as every minute gone by.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

will it be the same?


okay,i admit i am a loser.

at first,i tot i could gt over it,

but now then i realise it seems impossible...

i tried to adapt to it,i tried to convince myself,but nth works!!!

my heart just cnt accept the fact that it would never be the same again...

i dislyk politics,and yet i hear them everyday...

i love peace,but i cnt find peace around me..

who can duplicate of them....

i want my memorable memories to be presence,

but i am sure it would not happen,cuz i cnt rewind the time.

if i have a chance to choose again,will i choose the same old path?

for the sake of my brother or myself?



i tot it would remain the same,but everything has changed..

the conversation,the life,....

everything just seems so different..

ppl told me to give urself n ur surroundings a chance..

but i just cnt forgt the past.


i might seem happy..

but it was all an act..

i noe studies is pirority,

but my friends are as important as studies.


does anybody in this world sell a potent that cn either rewind the time or brain wash me?



I WANT TO BE PLACED BACK IN THE FAMILIER PLACE AGAIN!! :(